Through approximately 20 years of my life, between the ages of 15 and 35, I chose to do things my way. God was the perfect gentleman and gave me all the free will I desired. After one failed marriage, the lose of two children to child protective services, homelessness for approximately 3 years, and three attempts at suicide (did I fail to mention how hard headed I am) I realized my way was not working. During the whole ordeal, Satin kept trying to get me to renounce God wholly and join him knowingly (the Satanic church.) Gods loving Grace, and interceeding prayers from my family, always had my mind in the right place when this battle occured. I have never, or will ever, denied that Jesus Christ is the Lord of my Life and ruler of the world.
During one of my prayers to God, (woe is me, poor poor pitiful me) he answered me with “My word has been planted in your heart. You know what to do, just do it.” My life is, once and for all, being lived to serve God. I am 39 years old and was finally born last year. His blessings as of to date are mind boggeling. I am back with family and friends. I will be married on 1-29-05 to a christian woman who is to wonderfull to put into words (one of Gods gifts.) Who I am is not important; what God does is!
ALL PRAISE HONOR AND GLORY IS TO BE GIVEN TO THE LORD GOD ON HIGH