Existence and the universe compell humans to seek purpose, meaning, and structure in their inner selfs. That is religion. Asking the originator of all that we see to reveal herself to us is seeking relationship. Religion diverts to rules at this point and becomes a nusience. When we have experiences and we know that we know, regardless of lack of physical proof, then it is a walk with God. The physical points to the invisible, because the visible was manifested from the invisible, non-maaterial. Science will verify this. Try forgeting that you already know, and just ask the “universe to lead you into truth,” as a matter of fact, ask the universe to beat you over the head with truth until you can’t miss it. That may be the best thing, all considered.