My name is Vanessa, I’m 23, I lost my mom Feb, 24, 1996, I was 15. Look I can relate to you, but check this out the solutions that you are coming up with, are not your own ideas. There is an assignment on your life from satan. But I am here to tell you that God loves you, He knows what you’re going through He just wants you to turn to Him. This situation that you’re caught up in right now is not your own. Stop cutting yourself…Your body is the Temple of the Holy Spirit. He lives in you, so look inside yourself and pray in toungues…Next time you pick up a piece of broken glass or a razor, call on Jesus. We have a very serious opponent, and he wants to see you end your life simply because he is terrified of the damage you will do to his evil works. God has a plan that you can’t even imagine. Suicide is not in this great plan. I know you’re hurting because I still hurt for my mom. But, if I would have ended my life then, I wouldn’t be here now to talk to you. Think about that. I need God every minute of the day, and I tell Him so. Let me tell you the difference I have seen. When I don’t call on Him, my day is a mess, I’m unorginized, frustrated, and useless. When I call on Jesus, I can move mountains, and I’m so at peace. I’m filled with love and compassion, and joy. Babygirl, don’t look to people more than you look to God. He is the source of your life, He created you, He knows what you need. Just don’t give up, soldiers don’t give up, give in or quit. As a child of God, you have the authority to tell those demons to go, the devils plan is to steal, kill and destroy. NO MORE IN JESUS NAME.
In the name of Jesus Christ, I command every evil thing to leave this child of God alone, and never come back. you have no authority over her, she belongs to Jesus. No weapon formed against her will prosper, and every tongue that rises against her in judgement she shall condemn. I apply the blood of Jesus over her life, her mind, her soul, her ears and eyes. I command this demon of self destruction to LEAVE, AND NEVER RETURN. I plead the blood of Jesus against the gates of hell and all attacks on my sisters life. NO MORE, I DRAW A BLOOD LINE OF CHRIST RIGHT NOW. Father God, I praise you and thank you for the boldness of the Holy Spirit who intercedes on our behalf, and I give you all glory, honor and praise for your Mighty work in my sisters life. And I speak forth a stirring up in the spirits of all prayer worriors. Take up your swords and fight In Jesus’ name. Amen. So Be It.