I’m so sorry that you are hurting. You know the bible clearly tells us that the Lord knows what we are going through that he feels our pain. He will never leave or forsake you Robert. The Lord will be the wife that you need if you let Him. You know sometimes we want something so bad the Lord lets us have it but the Bible clearly states we are not to be unequally yoked.
You have recieved a word in your spirit that says delight in the Lord and He will give you the desire of your heart. I challenge you Robert find out what the Lord’s will for your life is then pray it into being. Come into agreement with Him.
Leave your wife in the Lord’s hands focus on your relationship with God. What the devil means for evil God can turn around for your good. I know it hurts too much now to fully understand but God loves you Robert. Give yourself completely over to His will for your life watch him bless you.