Hello lostagain you said:
And about not believing Ken, I can only tell you one thing. God is a few words away. If you ask him he will lead you to the Christ. Just say ” God, I want to know if you are real. If you are then show me. If I can feel you then touch me. If I should believe then prove it to me.” Do that and he will lead you to Christ some way or another if he hasn’t already.
What if I do that and nothing happens, Then what?