May God uphold you during your time of recovery. May He also continue to walk along side you as you are seeking favor with Him. If you haven’t already done so, you know as part of your steps you need to reconcile with those you’ve done wrong, and that does include God. Humble yourself and ask forgiveness. He has never forsaken you. We in our human weakness turn away when we become ashamed of our actions, just as Adam and Eve did, knowing we are doing or have done what we know is not of Him. Thank Him for being everloving and forgiving, and then open yourself up to Him and you will be blessed.
I pray for success in your renewal in your Christian walk and sobriety. May God take away any craving of substances that can hurt you, is illegal, and keeps you away from Him and those that you love. God bless and keep you in His ever loving arms.