It just occurred to me what is the matter here. I was in that spot too. The enemy can be so clever and deceptive and so cunning and so manipulative. You need to fall in love with the word of God all over again. It is not boring. It is deep. You need to meditate on the word, memorize the word, claim the word in prayer and in speech, and let the word of Christ dwell in you richly. The answers are in the word, the very thing you have been ignoring—that’s the basis of your problem. The sword of the spirit is the word of God.
Any questions, feel free to ask.