I just wanted to say that just because you don’t cry don’t mean you don’t love God and don’t feel his presense so don’t worry about it. God knows your heart…we don’t. Have you ever heard the song (it’s an oldie) God on the mountain? Here is a few lines:
Life is easy when you’re up on the mountain and you got peace of mind like you never known, but then things change and you’re down in the valley, don’t lose faith for you’re never alone. becasue God on the mountain is still God in the valley, when things go wrong, you know that he’ll make them right and the God of the Good times is still God in the Bad times for the God of the Day is still God of the night. You talk of faith when your up on the mountain oh but the talk comes easy when life’s at it’s best, but it’s down in the valley of trials and temptations that’s when faith is really put to the test.
When you do face trials please don’t lose your faith, although right now you are on the mountain and that is awesome but just remember when trials come your way and they will because that is how God tests our faith, keep your faith girl when you are down in the valley because like the song says that is where it is put to the test.