I feel like God betrayed me. 19 years ago I fell in love with a non believer. I believe that the Bible is the undisputable word of God but at the time I was 18 and figured I had my life well in control. We dated for Seven years and got married, had two beautiful boys, (now 7 & 11) but before I married her I prayed at least 3 times a day for a month that God would somehow stop it if she wasn’t the wife God wanted me to have. On our wedding day I was confident that she was perfect for me. 12 years later (6 months ago) I found out she was having an affair. I didn’t think anything could hurt that bad. I dove into my bible just to survive and God showed me Psalms 37:4 “Delight yourself in the lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.” I knew that if I just focused on God’s will That I would eventually get my family back. I waded through the pain and the rage and truly forgave her but she secretly never let go of him and told me today, (09-03-05) that she chooses him over me. I desperately love this woman and am devastated that she isn’t saved so I sincerely request that you pray for her heart to be softened and her eyes to be opened and that her name be written in the book of life by the time she needs it to be.