Letting go not by choice

[Shekinah Hides]

Hi,

Well i was engaged to a man i love and i havent met him in person yet and i know that may sound crazy but we realy feel God brought us together.Well last night God told me and him that we needed to break up just for now.Maybe forever just i have really been depressed cause i have been ill,and so much with my family.Then i just found myself backsliging and not trusting God.Well now im finding myself having a hard time with what God is doing in my life.Making me surrender it all is not something thats simple.So any prayer is so welcome ty so much