|Truthfully, I’ve felt kicked while I am down, and have learned to attract only that kind of attention.
Regarding my “decision”, none has been made.
THe only decision that has been made is to receive Jesus when he chooses to visit me emotionally, and to obey his will for my life at any cost.
Hence the reason why I haven’t forfeited after all the yelling I’ve received here.
I want what Jesus wants for me. But there is a weaker part of me still, and that’s my heart.
I’m glad to hear that you want what God want for you at all cost. And please hear that my words to you have not been from a yelling heart. I can only speak for myself, but my heart and words have not been yelled at you and I don’t want to kick you while you’re down. I care. I am simply trying to beseach to into right choices for your sake.
I know what it is like to live in a loveless marriage. But I also know what it is like to see God work on my behalf and to restore my marriage. When people used to try to help me by telling me the things shared on this thread, I used to get angry too because I didn’t think they understood and I didn’t think they understood my pain. I thought they were preaching from a safe and self righteous distance. But they were right.
Love and prayers, La Vonne