Look, I am really sorry that I posted anything at all here.
Thank you all for your contributions…
I meant to cancel the whole thing, but when I got back to the forum, there were like five posts already.
If you didn’t figure it out by now, something was manifesting. I can’t trust myself when it does, and the only safe environment to let it manifest in (unfortunately) is here.
Your words of correction are the sounds of a foreign language being screamed into my ears, but your prayers are what I covet.
With every post, I’ve walked away freeer.