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I know my husband loves me but he has lied to me many many times, he lied to me before we got married, and to be honest if he had told me the truth before we got married i would of had second thoughts. We have been married for 2 years, we meet and got married pretty fast. The problem is while he is away, i was going thru some of his stuff and found out a whole lot of things that he has lead me to believe is not true at all. I just feel to sad and confused, and i have this feeling of betrail. I always knew that there was something that he was keeping from me, i have always had that feeling that something was not right. I don’t know what to do….I feel ashamed and i just wanna hide away somewhere. I have poured my heart out to God, and asked him to guide me in what i should do. he never cheated on me not anything that is againts the law too., just something else, i can’t even bring myself to type it here. I don’t know what to do. Should i confront him? I await for God to lead me in the right way. I guess i need to get this off my back….I’m so hurting so bad, i’ve gone past that anger stage, now i’m just hurting

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