I totally know what you are saying! Even though we know in our hearts that God has our best interests in mind it is sometimes hard to accept His will for us. I know I have recently had some disappointments and had also said I would know it was God’s will when all was said and done. I guess sometimes what we have to do is push aside our earthly desires in order to accept it when God says “NO”. I know you may have really wanted that job but seriously if you just keep saying to yourself…God has something else planned for me, and keep your faith God will hold true to His promises. I haven’t seen whats in store for me yet but lets keep in touch and I’m sure we’ll have some great stories to tell when all is said and done God Bless!