Babble all you want, but the truth is, it was not God, but men, who has told you that He commanded the things of 1 Samuel 15:2-3. And you choose to believe them because you are afraid not to!
If one insists upon believing that God is a butcher of babies, then that’s their decision. Although not one of you can truthfully claim it was God who personally revealed to you that He commanded the vile things of 1 Samuel 15:2-3. And further more, none of you will be able to claim that you never heard one preach that God is not that wrathful one of bloody sacrifices, but did choose to believe those who say He is because you were afraid not to!