Stay cool - we are all confused. First - Have no fear, you are in no need of forgiveness. We understand and allow for human frailty.
I usually have a copy of what I post on my word processor, but in this case I must have written it directly into 'praize'. I posted an entirely new and different post in the new thread with no references to 'rapture'.
I'm afraid unless you have records of the original posts in the 'rapture' thread they are now in 'cyber heaven' and have passed over into the 'great data beyond' of which we know so little.
If only they had been 'saved'. At least they will not be tortured for eternity though, I can't believe the 'great data judge of cyber space' would be that cruel.