Witnessing
Posted in Personal on Mon, Mar 04 2013 - 10:56 PM
| Comments (2)I was so busy this past week I dont even remeber the last time i blogged or what I wrote...I have been in such torment I would have anxity attacks i was depressed and the enemy has been beating me up for two months until Febuary 8 2013...for seven whole years the enemy would come at me saying you killed your brother your a murderer and you will...
Read More »Freedom
Posted in Personal on Thu, Feb 14 2013 - 06:26 PM
| Comments (2)Heres a little testiamony. When I was 17 my brother was 16 my other brother 10 my sisters were 8 we had fun together and loved one another one novemeber day my brother who was sixteen died in a car wreck and i held that guilt and shame for years thought i was murderer thought i should die because i killed my brother...LIES! I...
Read More »Being Positive in Negitive Circumstances
Posted in Personal on Sat, Jan 05 2013 - 09:24 PM
This is a study my pastors wife did one night and honestly ive read it like fifty times to help me become more positive and kick negitive out...I pray this encourages everyone Blessings Being Positive in Negative Circumstances God understands our inability and even our resistance to being pisitive when everything inside usfeels negative....
Read More »Comfort
Posted in Personal on Fri, Dec 21 2012 - 08:24 PM
So I have been alittle bit over the top on the edge angry...could be because I work to much or maybe because Christmas which should be over the top joyful...I pretend to be joyful during this time for my familys sake if i fall apart they all fall apart...this year this christmas has been really hard on me you see i use to take care of my pastors...
Read More »Praying in the Spirit
Posted in Personal on Sat, Dec 01 2012 - 08:46 PM
| Comments (2)This may not be my best one...Tonight i watched my spiritual sister break down and cry i was holding her son...tonight my heart broke and i just started crying and i texted my sister in Christ and said I miss Grandma...she replied shes in a better place i didnt know what to say...im still heartbroken first Christmas without your loved one is very...
Read More »Being Free
Posted in Personal on Sun, Nov 25 2012 - 06:45 PM
| Comments (2)Do you have strongholds u want to get rid of but feel its so impossible to get rid of the stronghold? Oh child of God I have the answer throw that stronghold that serpent down and walk on it stomp on it and proclaim no more depression? No more sickness? No more hate? Rejection rebellion stubborness lazyness guilt comendentation? NO MORE WALK ...
Read More »Joy
Posted in Personal on Thu, Nov 15 2012 - 05:13 PM
| Comments (4)I was going to blog about boldness yea it was good and all but decided against it maybe next time... for the last 3 days i would cry myself to sleep feel my heart break all mixed up tues i stayed in bed all day letting depression get the best of me bad idea very very bad idea...yesterday was the seventh year of my brothers death and i...
Read More »major prayers needed
Posted in Personal on Sat, Nov 03 2012 - 09:32 PM
| Comments (3)Im asking for prayers for a 3 year old little girl named alivia she has cancer and might be at the end of her life right now...Im asking for a mirical Ohhhhhhhhhhh Jesus Spare her life she didnt get to live long Lord not my will but thine be done in Jesus name amen
Read More »Loving your kids!
Posted in Personal on Thu, Nov 01 2012 - 05:56 PM
| Comments (4)My dad has put this on fb tonight before you go to bed. take a moment to give your kids a hug and let them know that you love them. Tonight the family of a 3 month old Breilla Grace will not be able to since she was laid to rest. remember to love your kids today...they may be gone tomorrow as i read that I cried ...
Read More »A tradedy turned into Hope!
Posted in Personal on Tue, Oct 23 2012 - 06:26 PM
| Comment (1)Some of you may not know my story...well here it is I was the first born then it was my brother dean then my brother connor then my twin sisters Lauren and Rachel... I was 17 my brother 16 my other brother 10 my sisters 8 when my brother Dean was coming home from work on Nov 13 2005 he fell asleep at the wheel and got into a car accident...
Read More »offically back surprise surprise
Posted in Personal on Wed, Oct 17 2012 - 08:38 PM
| Comments (2)So where oh where have I been? well ive been to the mountian top ive been through the valley ive been to funerals that werent fun at all. ive been joyful ive been sad what else can i tell ya except that i have been oh so glad...a friend took me to a gravesite i went and still am going through a season but im realizing the truth will set us...
Read More »take me to that place
Posted in Personal on Sun, Jul 01 2012 - 07:45 PM
for a week the lord gave me a song i did not write it im not sure who did but i was depressed from losing a amazing woman in my life she was my pastors mother sometimes i hear her one day i said lord please get me out of this depression please help me i need you one morning i woke up singing take me to that place lord to that sercret place...
Read More »poem
Posted in Personal on Sun, Jun 10 2012 - 10:33 AM
this is a poem in memory of my brother i miss him so much i actually cried in church so much paindont want to fellowship with others so here it goes. hey dean tomorrow is your birthday i wish i could see your face no one can take this pain away everytime i close my eyes i see your blue eyes and smile i wish it didnt have...
Read More »busy fun crazy summer im baaaaaaaaaaaack
Posted in Personal on Sat, Jun 02 2012 - 04:45 PM
| Comments (3)hey praizers ok so my computer went uh bye for awhile so how am i blogging you ask? great questions on my phone. im great life is great so this summer is super exciting for me haha june seventh will be three yrs since i rededicated my life to the lord june nineth is my dads bday the tenth is my dead dogs bday the eleventh is my brothers  ...
Read More »A Prayer for Mothers
Posted in Personal on Sun, May 13 2012 - 03:31 PM
I thank you Father for all the mothers around the world, I thank you for having them stay up late when they wanted to sleep thank you Lord for their corrections when we thought they were mean but instead they knew what was best. Thank you Lord for amazing mothers around the world theres nothing like a mother and a child who does what is...
Read More »Comforter
Posted in Personal on Sat, May 05 2012 - 04:51 PM
| Comments (2)Comforter I remember a time in my life where I was either afraid or sad, I remember a time I was up at 1 am praying to my lovingly heavenly Father asking him to not to take my loved ones away. Sometimes he spared their lives and sometimes he decided that he was ready for them and both times I felt his comfort through it all!...
Read More »Peace!
Posted in Personal on Wed, Apr 18 2012 - 03:11 PM
| Comments (4)Peace I have walked through the Valley of the Shadow of death many many times, and through all those times I walked through the valley I can remember God holding me giving me peace that transcends all understanding that will guard my heart and mind in Christ Jesus! In October of 06 my grandfather had lung cancer, the last conversation I...
Read More »Hearing Gods Voice!
Posted in Personal on Fri, Apr 13 2012 - 07:51 PM
| Comments (2)Hearing Gods Voice! There was a situation I was in with a friend, she kept going on and on about not having a relationship with her sister because her sister called her names and things. I suggested why don’t you stop talking to me and pray about it? She thought it was a good idea. After a few min they kept...
Read More »Offense
Posted in Personal on Mon, Apr 09 2012 - 12:24 AM
| Comments (9)One night, I was thinking about a situation I was in multiple times and I was so offended by those who have hurt me. I was in my room and I kept thinking about what people said and did to me and this particular night I was by myself no music no sound was around no one! It was just me and the Lord and I talked to the Lord about all this and was...
Read More »Letting Go and Letting God!
Posted in Personal on Tue, Apr 03 2012 - 02:20 PM
| Comments (4)Letting Go and Letting God! When I was 17 years old I had a brother who was 16 another brother 10 and my lovely twin sisters who were 8 yrs old. It took me years to let go of something that I completely regret, My brother who was 16 and I was 17 so we were twins people say but I dk just really close in age in 05 I accepted the Lord has my savior I ...
Read More »Speak Life or Death, Speak Faith!
Posted in Personal on Thu, Mar 22 2012 - 06:03 PM
| Comments (2)The bible says that the power is in the tongue we either speak life or Death cursing or blessing Faith or not Faith I use to help a friend watch this baby girl as her mother went to work, this little girl was dignosed with baby shaken syndrom. her mom came to us crying saying how the drs and everyone say that her little girl had...
Read More »About: I have 2 brothers 2 sisters. I would want to become a youth pastor. I have taught sunday school once, I have cerbral palsy. I like to pray for others. I write poems and songs and stories and plays. I am very energetic outgoing and just all around fun haha i love telling jokes and when i fall well i get back up again. God is just that good and if he didnt have a sense of humor well he wouldnt make me lol
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