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Tue, Dec 19 2017 - 09:25 AM

Update!

I am excited and nervous, I also had second thoughts about whats about to happen.  Hopefully after the spring semister I will get surgery done which is about 3-6 month recovery which means I wont be able to blog during that time, i dont do well with pain and i end up saying stuff i shouldnt so prayers are apreated.  I am excited because I will for once be able to walk normal, wont fall so much and be 100 pecent better.  I am so excited, anyone who reads this yes i believe God can heal me i dont think its his will and I have been praying for this for a long time and i do believe that this Gods way of healing me.  My thoughts are if i do this surgery will that mean im not accepting what God has done? am i saying hes not good enough?  I will say that a more positive thought comes and its if God didnt want me to get better he would never allow this kind of stuff to happen i know he hurts when im in pain or when i fall and cant have a full life to live.  right now I lay in bed most days do absoutly nothing pain meds dont work very well and like most people i cant stand the cold my bones start to hurt and some days i hurt so bad i cant even walk so when i get this surgery done the kids i watch say how ill be able to play football with them and rollar skate and play basketball for the FIRST TIME EVER! they also think I will be able to drive!!!!!!!!!! oh the possiblities are endless im so excited but do need tons of prayers.  they have to break some bones to shorten my legs so they are the same length and rotate my ankle so my right foot goes in instead of out and they will losen my tendeons so they arnt so tight like they are right now... can you feel how excited i am I have thought about what if i am dishonoring God but this overwhelming peace of hey your gonna get better comes over me and even thinking about it gets me all excited so i do believe this is the will of God.  so here comes to 3-6 months of doing absoutly nothing except pray pray and pray for the pain to go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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jesuslives2 - 1 month ago

Maybe this is my time to spend time with him and rely on him more then ever! I never thought this would ever happen was so close about to give up and just accept that theres no hope but God showed up once again lol thanks sarah for always being encouraging

Sarah-OP - 1 month ago

OH! WOW!!!!!! I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited for you Enjoy this time! This is God's will for you r life! God is SOOOOOOOOOO good! Please keep us posted as the time goes by and surgery gets close. I am already praying for you. Sure, Abba could heal you, but He has chosen to allow you to have the surgery. It is His gift to you. Enjoy it and praise Him for it every minute of every day! All glory to Him! Blessings ~ Sarah


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About: I have 2 brothers 2 sisters. I would want to become a youth pastor. I have taught sunday school once, I have cerbral palsy. I like to pray for others. I write poems and songs and stories and plays. I am very energetic outgoing and just all around fun haha i love telling jokes and when i fall well i get back up again. God is just that good and if he didnt have a sense of humor well he wouldnt make me lol

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