I remember a time in my life where I was either afraid or sad, I remember a time I was up at 1 am praying to my lovingly heavenly Father asking him to not to take my loved ones away. Sometimes he spared their lives and sometimes he decided that he was ready for them and both times I felt his comfort through it all! November 17. 2005 I went to the funeral home to see my sixteen year old brother and told him good bye, I remember that day like it was yesterday my family went to the funeral home I turned around with tears in my eyes flowing down into my hands heart broken to where I couldn’t breath. I was 17 my brother 10 and my sisters 8, the pastor at the time came and held me but I didn’t feel him holding me but the Father holding me in his arms saying its ok, I remember being surrounded by the angels of the Lord I remember my brother sitting up and smiled for the last time. I remember be so lifted up that my feet were not touching the ground at all was it my imagination or was it God holding and comforting me? My answer is that God was comforting me.
Now you all can think I’m crazy and that it didn’t happen I tell the truth it all happened it’s all true. I Serve one whose heart breaks when my heart breaks and yes every year I cry but my mourning turns into joy, I remember the good times my brother and I had together like praying together or the time he invited me to youth for the first time in my life or the time where he witnessed to me about Gods love just by showing it. We all lose loved ones but God is there to comfort us when we need it how cool is it to be wrapped up in his arms and feel so secure and safe? Sun a friend lost her grandma the Friday before and her mom was talking about it how we need to celebrate it and she was hurting so I went and hugged her and said Lord mend this broken heart God is Amazing! I remember a time when I was all alone I was on my bed sitting hurt depressed crying and I felt the Lord sitting right next to me leaning my head on his shoulder I remember my dad telling me my brother died at 1 am on November 14, 2005 and he held me and said its ok to cry. God cries when we cry his heart breaks when our heart breaks he laughs when we laugh he feels exactly what we feel how amazing is that? That pretty much says Child I care for you more then anything else in this world I mean have you thought of it a Father feeling exactly what we felt the Lord of heaven and Earth? He cares for us! That’s amazingly amazing one day ill be up there. So when you feel like no one cares for you he sure loves and cares for you it’s so amazing to be in the presence of a lovingly one so amazing!
Until next time,
About: I have 2 brothers 2 sisters. I would want to become a youth pastor. I have taught sunday school once, I have cerbral palsy. I like to pray for others. I write poems and songs and stories and plays. I am very energetic outgoing and just all around fun haha i love telling jokes and when i fall well i get back up again. God is just that good and if he didnt have a sense of humor well he wouldnt make me lolBack to Blog | Add to Buddy List