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Wed, Apr 24 2013 - 11:49 PM

Fear Not Change!

    Walking with God is an adventure. We are traveling through all types of terrain, in our voyage with God. I am currently on a voyage of Change. I have to let go of what I once was, so that I can become the woman that God wants me to be. It's actually a very exciting journey, even though it's painful and challenging quite frequently. I know that God is in the process of healing me. Some stuff has to come up and get healed, and I know that God is using the instrument of Change to facilitate this process.

    I think the Christian life is quite the wild ride!  We go through so many seasons during our lifetime with God. I am heading toward the marriage and family season of my life. I have met a wonderful man who wants to marry me and have children with me. I am 33 years old, so I have waited a long time for a wonderful man such as he is to come into my life. I am so grateful to God. And yet finally having a healthy relationship has not made my life perfect, and healed all my wounds. My Fiancee is a support to me. But he cannot fix me. There are places in me that have been wounded, that only God and I can heal together.

  I'm trusting God in a new way- in a way I've never done before. I'm feeling the healing power of the Holy Spirit in a way that I never thought was possible. I am broken in many places. But I know God is healing me. It's such a joy to know that my healing is on God's mind! I know He is up to something big. I've struggled with depression and anxiety for many years- since childhood, actually. God has already worked many healing miracles in my life concerning these conditions, but there is still more healing that needs to occur.

  Tonight, my Pastor preached that we just need to "let it go." Let go of the stuff that's been weighing us down. I am letting go. I'm ready to go through this process of Change, which is uncomfortable to say the least. But I'm excited, because I know that I'm going to get better. I feel God healing me!  It may take a while to receive complete healing, but I know that God is working very powerfully in my situation. I'm eager to be healed, and feeling positive about the journey. There is so much I am excited to learn about myself, and my emotions, and why I feel the way I do. I'm already learning alot , through information and tools that the Lord has been sending my way.

    I am writing about Change in my blog tonight, simply to say that Change doesn't always have to be as bad as we think it is. God is with us. God is in control. Whatever God is asking us to let go of is something that we obviously no longer need, or no longer serves us in God's opinion. So we let go, and receive something better. God is our Refuge, and He knows where he is leading us. I know that He has a good place planned for me, in the land of the living.  My Pastor said tonight that God wants us to live in the Kingdom NOW, while we're on Earth! There is soooo much He has for us. So many GOOD THINGS!!!! So we need not be afraid. Ultimately, all Change that God lets come our way is for our good.  Even in the worst circumstances, God is working and bringing good out of them. I hope this word encourages you, and gives you the confidence to face Change without fear! God bless you all.

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revsuz - 5 years ago

Amenti, you are a really expressive writer. I could feel your hurts deep in your soul when I was reading this blog. Your pastor has to realize that it's not always so easy to "Just let go." Sometimes it's our souls that need a healing touch before the pain of certain hurts ease and finally stop hurting. I pray for your soul healing. I pray the Lord will wash your soul in His blood so that the sting of each hurt will be removed and they will become benign memories that can no longer bring you down, in Jesus' name, amen and amen.

praizeop2 - 5 years ago

What an awesome and encouraging blog, Amenti! Sometimes we (I) think we are the only one that God is dealing with in a big way, and then I read your blog, and what an encourager you are!!! Thank you SO much for posting this, and please post more often! Let us know all about wedding plans and what Abba is doing there. We need your encouragement. Blessings ~ Sarah

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